Hey readers, its been so long since i've updated. Been very lazy all the times. Tht's why.. it's 3:11AM now and i am still on msn with Nicole hubby. We are both planning to ton tonight. But she gonna sleep soon. :( All of the sudden we were both crying. She saw the picture. OHMYGAWD! UNGLAM! x: I stare at the computer and think back about our memories and i started crying.. I really miss you alot. It's been 2 weeks since we last met. Why wont you just take the initiative to ask me out when i didnt? its okay. but atleast a goodnight text? isit so difficult? its not like you are using prepaid? But because you said you was "LAZY" and you won. Do you know tht i was waiting for your text each day? But waiting for a text from you lead to greater disappointment each day..I really dont understand why are you being like this..Well, I guess i am leaving you soon. I wanted to tell you yesterday, but my phone was with Nicole. Its been 3 weeks 1 day since we got back together. But we are breaking up once again..It may hurts, but i guess it wont hurt more than the last time. because this time it's gonna be me asking for a break or maybe because i am already used to it. P/S: Each time we broke up, my friends would tell me, if Austin ask you for patch dont accept anymore. He's not worth it, he's a bastard. But there is always something that keeps me hanging on for our relationship. You know tht i still love you, you know tht i never want to leave you. but we just cant go on like this anymore..I'm tired. But if fate/god would want us back together, no matter how many times we broke up, we will still be together in the end. Lastly, i am sorry if it's my fault that changes your attitude towards me and sorry that i still love you but i can't be your last romance anymore.





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